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The Mountain Before Me

I’ve spent the previous 24-ish hours in mostly silent reflection on this past year. I’m not exactly searching for answers. I’m not really one to ask, “Why me?” except perhaps in jest. Because why anybody? The world simply turns day after day and things just happen sometimes. Nevertheless, I dug deep. Looking for a way…

Lara was usually heavily meditated.

Lara Log—17

This photo is from 11 November 22 (her shirt says “Heavily Meditated”) and it was the last time I made French toast and eggs for her. What follows isn’t a chronological update of Lara’s condition so much as an expression of my thoughts and some of the symptoms which I have yet to insert into…